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MakeUp: LASplash Cosmetics- Lip Couture Review ‘Poison Apple’

I purchased 4 shades of Lip Couture from LASplash Cosmetics, and I’ll be sharing my review from each day I tried them, culminating in a swatching video that I’ll be sharing from my YouTube channel.

Lip Couture Shades: Forbidden, Poison Apple, Latte Confession, Innocent Vixen
(There is more of an introduction to the product and brand in yesterday’s** post, here. )

Day 2: Poison Apple


First things first: I LOVE this color!  It isn’t exactly as the swatch on the website, but it’s gorgeous nonetheless.  It’s really beautiful.  The pictures do not do it justice.  At all.  Gorgeous.  I got this as a sort of Red Velvet (Velvetine from Lime Crime) dupe, even though I don’t actually have Red Velvet.  It seems a bit darker than Red Velvet appears, but I the Wicked Velvetine, and I think that Lip Couture’s Vampire is probably closer to it.  But since Wicked is the only Velvetine I have, I’ll use it as a comparison.

Who loves my sweatband?

Who loves my sweatband?

I'm still figuring out what to do with my bangs as they grow out...

I’m still figuring out what to do with my bangs as they grow out…

Now, with the Wicked Velvetine, I always have difficulty lining my lips, they never seemed to come out just right.  I watched YouTube videos, Instagram videos, did research.  It always seemed to run as I was applying it and I’d end up with some on my skin.

While I did have some of this on my fingers after the initial application, from spot checking when applying, I didn’t end up with it all around my mouth.  I used a tiny bit of coconut oil on a cotton swab followed by a tiny bit of concealer on one spot that I felt dipped a bit too far down on my lower lip, but still it came out great.  And this shade, when I put it on and waited the 2 minutes for it to dry, it did not transfer during the “hand-kiss” test like Forbidden did yesterday**.

We then went to see Jurassic World (BADASS!!!!).  I partook of popcorn and an Icee.


The unfortunate thing about this was that after eating, unlike the shade of Forbidden that I wore yesterday**, it had visibly reduced in color around the inner part of the lips.  Not a terrible amount, it wasn’t like a giant red ring around my mouth, like my experience with the Wicked Velvetine, but it was a noticeable difference, at least to me.  If my mouth was closed, then you couldn’t tell, but if I was talking, then you could see it.

After movie necessities, before reapplication

After movie necessities, before reapplication

So I did reapply this, which I didn’t have to do with the Forbidden shade.  It wore a lot more obviously throughout the day, presumably because of the difference in color from my naked lips to the lip couture.  By the end of the night (seen in the below photo), I did have the dreaded RED RING OF DEATH. (Or something less dramatic.)



It also seemed to be more easy to actually remove at the end of the night.  There wasn’t any scrubbing necessary this time.  I just put coconut oil on my lips, rubbed it in with my finger, and wiped it away.  It did still leave a slight stain to the lip, but I tend to sleep with coconut oil on my lips, covered with Vaseline Lip Therapy anyway.  So by the time I woke up, there wasn’t any particularly noticeable staining left.  And I was a blank canvas for the next shade: Latte Confession.

From my experience wearing the Lime Crime Velvetine in Wicked, I’d say this wears very comparably, although with Wicked I’d have had a more noticeable ring after just the popcorn.

Again, I want to say that I LOVE this shade.  Poison Apple is one of the most beautiful reds I’ve ever worn, I think it works great with my skin tone, and I can easily see it being my go-to red lip.  At this price point, $13.98 USD, I can afford to have back up for my purse and the red ring of death will no longer be an issue.

(Sidenote Again: My husband liked this shade much more than Forbidden.  Guess how much I cared this time?  A lot more, because husband.)

**(Apologies for the lateness of this post.  Summertime + college coursework + taxiing children + a handsome husband with a little time off = Not getting side projects done on time.)


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Books: Fat Girl Walking


What seems like an eternity ago, I came across a blog on the innernette.  I shall link to that particular blog post, because it still makes me laugh out loud to this day, and when I introduce friends to this person it’s still the post I share.  Ladies and gentlemen, let me introduce: BRITTANY GIBBONS, of Brittany, Herself.

By now you may have seen Brittany on any number of television shows, such as the Today Show, Dr. Oz, or Steve Harvey. What she’s plugging on these shows, is not her book, but body confidence in all.  The book is just gravy.

I’ve read the book, in the bath tub (as seen above, notably between shaving my legs and using my full body strength to shred my nasty feet of dry skin) and at the pool.  I’m sure when I read it in public people thought I was in need of medication, because I was displaying the full range of emotions within about 2 minutes, page after page.  This book is so honest and raw, so touching, so funny, and so full of love.

Here’s the honest truth: I was struggling.  I had gained weight, lots of it, and was at my highest point.  I had become uncomfortable in my own skin.  I couldn’t look in the mirror.  My sex life was dwindling- not because my husband was less attracted to me, but because I was so afraid of that happening that I didn’t want to let him see me. Even my familial relationships and friendships were effected.  I didn’t want to see people I hadn’t seen in a long time because I didn’t want to be seen at all.  So I avoided going home for visits, or if I did go home, I didn’t want to go to local stores or restaurants for fear of running into people.  Honestly, I didn’t want to be seen.  I didn’t feel worthy of being seen.  I was so afraid of being judged, of being F-A-T.

I had taken to only wearing sweatpants and very large mens’ sized tee shirts.  I didn’t even want to leave the house most of the time. It had gotten really, REALLY bad.  I remember the day that I found Brittany’s blog, the one that I linked to above.  I remember seeing her headshot on the top, and thinking how pretty she was.

I thought, ‘Ugh, but she’s probably one of those skinny beauties who I will have nothing more in common with, and who won’t know anything about my struggles‘.

But I Googled her.  And I found her TED Talk.

Mind.  Blown.

She was like me.  She wasn’t some prim and perfect supermodel that I couldn’t relate to in any way.  She was a human.  I was hooked from then on.  I connected to her on social media, she is SUPER approachable.  I joined a group she had created, and found an entire community of women who felt like me.  Even though we all weren’t the same, different sizes, lifestyles, families, etc.  But there was a common bond, and through that group and Brittany, herself (see what I did there? 😉 ) I changed my own mind.  I began to look for things that made me feel good, “despite” my weight.  And I did that until “despite” wasn’t an issue.  I simply felt good.  And when I felt good, things changed.  I started doing more for myself:  makeup, clothing, working out.  Life was better.

Life is still getting better.

I’m down 40 pounds from where I was when I found Brittany, but I’m still that same person sometimes.  And when that happens, I have support to help me through it.  And now I have support I can carry in a bag with me: The book.

I feel like I might be a smidge biased, as I do consider Brittany a personal friend now, but I know I’d have loved this book regardless.  If you’re struggling with loving yourself for whatever reason, or you just want a good laugh, give the book a read.  I think you’ll find something to connect with in it no matter what your size.

Fat Girl Walking by Brittany Gibbons

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Music: ONE NIGHT STAND #1- Brooklyn

Oh my glob, you guys.  I just can’t even.  I dunno how much you know about me, but one of my favorite instruments in the world is the cello. I also love French accents, like the one that Gaspar Claus sports.  Additionally, I love indie music.  And art. The National is my favorite band.  Now, put these things together, with more amazing musicians, and you have something that makes my head explode and my heart race simultaneously.  It’s only available until June 30th, so hurry up.  I don’t even have much else that I can put into words about it.  Just…. Here.

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I figured I should start this off with a sort of introduction. But I’m terrible with introductions and talking about myself and all that jazz.

So this will be short.
And basically a copy of the ‘About’ page.

There is no rhyme or reason to this blog. It will likely rarely be updated and possibly less frequently shared. I have a terrible track record with blogs.
My intent is to simply put whatever I feel like it here. Some times that will mean a music review, sometimes cooking stuff and food porn, some times product reviews, some times personal stuff. Basically there is no particular theme. So like it or lump it.

And now, I’d just like you to know a little something about me:

My name is Sarah.  Obviously. That is why this blog is titled “Sarah Smiles (Awhile)”.

I tend to use the art (music, paintings, writings, etc) of others to express my own depth and individuality. o.O

I come up with extensive plans and ideas in the shower; which unfortunately happens to be the place where I can’t utilize pen and paper, or an electronic recording device to memorialize them. 😦

I am amused by comedy that presses an issue for an awkwardly long amount of time. 😀

I love Robert Downey Jr. ❤


So. There’s that. I hope anyone who reads this enjoys whatever else they might read here.